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April 18, 2007
About a boy...
I miss Brian. Last night Keith had a seizure at work and I had to call 911 and I think it was one of the scariest things I've been through so far because I felt so helpless. He was jerking and bleeding and it was utterly terrifying, I didn't cry or anything while I was on the phone with 911, but once the ambulance we there and doing thier thing I broke down and lost it. I cried for about 20-25 minutes and about 1/2 way through I called Brian because I just wanted to hear his voice and I felt so bad for him because he had no idea what was going on. I think I got as far as "Keith had a seizure" before I started crying again and he just sat on the phone with me while I cried, he's so sweet. Later when I calmed down (Ryan sent me on break, I was shaking too badly to cook) I called him again and thanked him for being so sweet and told him what all had happened.
Later that night I talked to Stevie on the phone and told him what all had happened and he was really sympathetic and made me feel a lot better. We talked about Brian, I can't wait to see him again. His scent finally faded from his hoodie and it made me kind of sad to realize it, but there's only 54 more days until I see him again, that's less than 2 months.
We're listening to Michael Buble right now and it's making me sad, I'm such a girl in love, but I'm too afraid to say it yet, but I think he knows. I'm not brave enough to tell him, but that's okay, one day I will be.
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